Day 1 week 2
It is the first day of the second week of my new life. After 19 years barely feeling alive, in my old dreary job of sleep depriving, pride swallowing, and comatose inducing, existence. I took the next step in developing my now four year old e-business. I am staying home so I can build it into an entity capable of supporting me financially.
I began by ordering a new toll free line, that has been installed. I began with enthusiastic synergy, like a honeymoon of potential. Week 1 was spent filling orders ever more quickly than before, organizing my home office, something I more or less finished today, and catching up on some much needed sleep.
The weekend was spent with my girl friend away, a planned event that perhaps wasn't as fantastic as has been hoped. We saw Lucinda Williams who was phenomenal and ate two exquisite meals, but after spending last Thursday together, (our only regular night together) in an ecstatic celebration of my new beginning, the weekend was somehow anti-climatic.
And that feeling has carried over today. Somehow, it feels anit-climatic. Business has been very slow the last three days, but there was little business last year on President's Day. And although this is the second month of 8 months that make up my busy season (October-December being slow), I know I must make more money to survive. Yet I feel lack of urgency to get this done.
Hence, post1 in this blog. My other blog chronciles my other mode of making money trading futures. Which, I also hope to improve upon, now that I can obess all day in front of the computer screen. But, alas, the markets are closed today as well. So, tired from my weekend, unenthused by the lack of business, and naturally depressed from the February blahs, let's see where this big middle aged adventure takes us.
I began by ordering a new toll free line, that has been installed. I began with enthusiastic synergy, like a honeymoon of potential. Week 1 was spent filling orders ever more quickly than before, organizing my home office, something I more or less finished today, and catching up on some much needed sleep.
The weekend was spent with my girl friend away, a planned event that perhaps wasn't as fantastic as has been hoped. We saw Lucinda Williams who was phenomenal and ate two exquisite meals, but after spending last Thursday together, (our only regular night together) in an ecstatic celebration of my new beginning, the weekend was somehow anti-climatic.
And that feeling has carried over today. Somehow, it feels anit-climatic. Business has been very slow the last three days, but there was little business last year on President's Day. And although this is the second month of 8 months that make up my busy season (October-December being slow), I know I must make more money to survive. Yet I feel lack of urgency to get this done.
Hence, post1 in this blog. My other blog chronciles my other mode of making money trading futures. Which, I also hope to improve upon, now that I can obess all day in front of the computer screen. But, alas, the markets are closed today as well. So, tired from my weekend, unenthused by the lack of business, and naturally depressed from the February blahs, let's see where this big middle aged adventure takes us.
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